It is with heartfelt gratitude that I thank my PLC Family for the outpouring of love and concern over my recent re-diagnosis with cancer. You all have managed to take away the emotional pain I have been going through over the recent news.....and in turn, given me courage to face the treatment regimen. This may be the internet, but there are REAL people here with REAL hearts. I send my love to all of you. Many hugs, Kristen [a.k.a heybabe]
Hi I'm 19 years old. I'm a young very outgoing person. You want to know my secret? I started when I was younger. Life wasnt to grand. I had issues that I never could quite understand. Why did these things happen to me? Only though time did I learn I wasn't alone. But it was to late the scars are there. A consante reminder that I allowed people to get to me. Putting the sharpe blade to my skin. The cool of the metal calmingly soothing. As the blade cut deep the pain seemed to ease. Only to come back over and over again. Im better now. I got help. I spoke out. Im a fighter. I AM A SURVIOR.
People say they love you, yet they also tend to leave you.Later finding their way back home. Ending up at your doorstep. Asking for just ONE more chance. Your heart is weak. Your head, strong. Which one to follow? Which is wrong? Asking yourslef these questions over again. Repeating in your head like a record skipping. Torn to which way to turn. The empty feeling of the unknown keeping you held in a demention all its own.
When people look at a pretty girl thats all they tend to see. A girl with a nice body, cute face, and a big smile. However they hardly take the time to look past that forced smile. See what really hides behind those pretty little eyes, all those sugar coated lies. Ones the you have said so many times that to the teller they have become the honest truth. The past a surpressed memory that you bearly recall. Wishing and preying that you can change your past with your future. You can never erase your past. You do have the power to take what you learned from your past to SHAPE your future. Do not allow your past to control the outcome of your future. You always have the streanght to be better than the day before. Nicer than the one who wass rude to you.
Blessed with a smile to melt a million hearts
Suppose you've had this attribute from the start
You could have anyone so why did you pick me
I've not got a low self esteem, well a little maybe
You tell me all sorts about love and everything
How you want to be with me twenty four seven
There could never be anyone but me for you
I really want to believe this and see it to be true
Yes I've been hurt more times than I care to admit
I've heard all those things you say before all of this
Okay so I'm the sensitive one yes, yes I know
But I fall in love so easily at least my Mum says so
If I go along with my heart, ignore my inner fear
When push comes to shove will you remain sincere
I'm sorry I know it sounds I'm labelling you with the rest
My head's internal paranoia preserves my self interest
Yet my inner gut feeling says you and me are right
And I'm not just your one night stand for the night
Our futures written up somewhere in the stars
To hell with it, hold me now, sod my mental scars
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